Surrounded By The Dark

After years of these types of encounters and of pain in the darkness I decided it was time to end my quest for love.  There was no love.  There was no hope. No "god of my understanding."  Not for me possess Betrayal everywhere.  Men wanted only "that."  Me for "that."  Not love.  

Ascending From The Bottom

via Daily Prompt: Ascend A woman working, climbing, ascending to the top of the mountain Past the misery, where she screamed; Primal Screams echo like a fountain Or, was she Hearing Echoes?  Echoes of her past?  Of one Bad Day too many Where she couldn't see the Beauty Among the Thorns all along the journey The … Continue reading Ascending From The Bottom

Reflections in the Broken Looking Glass

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.  I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.  But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. --Marilyn Monroe These past days, weeks and months have taught me a great deal … Continue reading Reflections in the Broken Looking Glass

The Journey

As I sit on my deck, sipping tea; relaxing My mind is wandering, drifting, going back in time My mind's eye sees the journey I've tread; healing then relapsing Like a drug addict who thinks they can handle "just this one time" But only to discover, they're back in the darkness; collapsing   I don't … Continue reading The Journey

The Fool

By the way, the is a P.S. to Musings     I was only posting some goddamn photos.  Truly. Photos.  Nothing more. This wasn't Yahoo Messenger.  Not Zoosk.  Not Match.com. It was Instagram.  Instagram, for heaven's sake.  Photos.  Shit... I lost track at four, that's right, four solicitations to follow. Eh, why not? One really … Continue reading The Fool

Musings

via Daily Prompt: Solitary "You got an offer..." Oh, how overjoyed I was when I heard those words!  I had been waiting for months for this change in my life - to go from a government-dependent non-working blob to someone I could look at in the mirror and say, "I'm doing something and FEEL I … Continue reading Musings

Not Again….The “Spice Trolls” Are Back

via Daily Prompt: Spicy Once upon a time, it began with Yahoo Messenger... Then it goes to Facebook Messenger... Now, who knows?  You can get hit up by ANYONE...ANYWHERE! It starts off years ago on Yahoo and I get the Marrieds looking for "spice."  *rolls the eyes* Does "Monogamy" mean anything to you idiots?  Your … Continue reading Not Again….The “Spice Trolls” Are Back