Surrounded By The Dark

After years of these types of encounters and of pain in the darkness I decided it was time to end my quest for love.  There was no love.  There was no hope. No "god of my understanding."  Not for me possess Betrayal everywhere.  Men wanted only "that."  Me for "that."  Not love.  

Ascending From The Bottom

via Daily Prompt: Ascend A woman working, climbing, ascending to the top of the mountain Past the misery, where she screamed; Primal Screams echo like a fountain Or, was she Hearing Echoes?  Echoes of her past?  Of one Bad Day too many Where she couldn't see the Beauty Among the Thorns all along the journey The … Continue reading Ascending From The Bottom

Superficial Heartache

via Daily Prompt: Superficial You say "yes" then you say "no" You say "stop" then you say "go" Tell me.  Which way do I follow? Yes?  Go?  Stop?  No?   Emotions are not superficial things They are deep, vast, true and fragile Love, indifference, hatred, passion; give the heart wings What is it you want?  Why … Continue reading Superficial Heartache

Reflections in the Broken Looking Glass

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.  I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.  But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. --Marilyn Monroe These past days, weeks and months have taught me a great deal … Continue reading Reflections in the Broken Looking Glass

Locked In The Darkness

via Daily Prompt: Inhabit All I see is black, darkness all around me I can't even see my hands or any part of me It's so dark I can't even determine truth from fallacy Oh how I wish this was not true; that this was pure fantasy   The darkness I inhabit is real and … Continue reading Locked In The Darkness

Reflections of Self

And now....where did I begin this story?  I started this thing once already. Nope.  Don't like that look.  Let's try another.  Nah, not flashy enough. Wait, you mean I have to PAY for that?  Skip that idea! Aha!  I think I'll try...THIS one!  There we go.  Design all set. As I started this once before, I sure … Continue reading Reflections of Self

The Fool

By the way, the is a P.S. to Musings     I was only posting some goddamn photos.  Truly. Photos.  Nothing more. This wasn't Yahoo Messenger.  Not Zoosk.  Not Match.com. It was Instagram.  Instagram, for heaven's sake.  Photos.  Shit... I lost track at four, that's right, four solicitations to follow. Eh, why not? One really … Continue reading The Fool

Musings

via Daily Prompt: Solitary "You got an offer..." Oh, how overjoyed I was when I heard those words!  I had been waiting for months for this change in my life - to go from a government-dependent non-working blob to someone I could look at in the mirror and say, "I'm doing something and FEEL I … Continue reading Musings

Not Again….The “Spice Trolls” Are Back

via Daily Prompt: Spicy Once upon a time, it began with Yahoo Messenger... Then it goes to Facebook Messenger... Now, who knows?  You can get hit up by ANYONE...ANYWHERE! It starts off years ago on Yahoo and I get the Marrieds looking for "spice."  *rolls the eyes* Does "Monogamy" mean anything to you idiots?  Your … Continue reading Not Again….The “Spice Trolls” Are Back